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A Story's Last Page

A Story's Last Page

By Marie

Verse 1

What a beautiful day, here in the rain
What a beautiful stranger, walking my way
Just like a stream that evades me, escapes me
Overflowing me, drowning me

Verse 2

Seems like I’m struck in a daze, like a story’s first page
Anywhere I will find you, my pulse beats inside you,
The last time I’ll dream, the last time I’ll scream
And maybe then you will see,
what she really could have been
Like a story’s first page, a flower under the rain

Bridge

I’ve lost count of the days, I’m walking away
Cause we’re losing the race, we’re far from the stage
And before it’s too late, baby won’t we just date
Tell me, is this just fate? A story’s last page

Pre-Chorus

If these walls could talk, they’ll say
You’ll look into my eyes and say
You’re on your way, even in the distance
To me you’re never away

Chorus

Why am I always the one to be
Strolling alone around the empty streets
There’s an answer, in the path the wind leads
Since the day that I leave

Just like I thought that all these feeling’s dead
But it just seems that nothing’s changed, its fate
Lost in a crowded room, your voice is with me through
Just like a story’s first page

Verse 3

What a beautiful day
What a beautiful stranger
I’ll be right at the bay
Goodbye’s a tough word to say

Happy Birthday

生日快乐

by Zhe Jun

你在想什么（我想我懂了）
我该做什么 (这我不懂了）
你脸带笑了（我的心甜了）
你把嘴噘着（把我逗乐了）
今年你生日我想唱首歌 亲口唱生日歌给你听
随着吉他的音律世界里 向你说句生日
我想要你快乐 （我只要你快乐）
我想看着你快乐（告诉我你会快乐的）
时时刻刻我都在祈祷 这一刻响起了生日歌
我想要你快乐 （我只要你快乐）
我想看着你快乐（告诉我你会快乐的）

祝你生日快乐 祝你生日快乐

Me going solo....

All I Can Do

All I Can Do

By Marie



Verse 1

My thoughts are thinking that someday you’ll be with me
Want you to know your smile always brightens my day
When I look into your eyes, can’t explain just what I see
It’s something that I’ve never felt before

Verse 2

In the shadow in the rain I long for you
Everyday I watch the colours shining through
Praying for just one day, when you’ll stop to say hey
And make me miss you with that same goodbye

Chorus

No matter how my heart, bursts at the thought of you
All these feelings that I had, I don’t know what to do
For you are that boy, who makes my heart skip that beat
But all I had to do was see you

You know the tears I cry, and every time that I lied
I had to keep all of these feelings and not letting it show
If you would look through my smile, and know I love when you’re near
But when you’re gone my eye gives a tear

And all along I know, I’m not the one to you
But every time you call it gives me butterflies
I can’t think I can’t speak, my heart is racing, legs are weak
It hurts to know that I, still care

Verse 3

When everything just seems to go wrong loving you
And when I think of you, it suddenly seemed alright
In my head you’re always there, on my mind you’ll never leave
Well that's all that my heart has got to say

Last Chorus

Sorry for writing this, but its all I can doIt is the only way for me to say, I love you, How it’ll work I guess, we’ll never know
But it comes from the heart; I like you from the start

Like the Rain

LIKE THE RAIN
Written by Marie

Verse 1

Like the rain
Who just pours down in our lane
Just let it rain, let us dance, while we’re sane

Verse 2

And then you said
It’s this feeling I get
When the blue skies just fade into grey

Pre chorus

And I put on my mask in silence
Pretending I’m alright
If you could see baby you’ll notice
The tears from my eyes, washed away

Chorus 1

And you said, take a little look how the rain showers down ain’t it beautiful
Just let it rain
Cause the sound of it, is as sweet as your whisper
Sitting by the window
How much longer I can hold I don’t know, it got so cold
The ice is in our way
And when the wind moves, and the shadows grow close
It’s still dark inside

Bridge

And I love walking in the rain, cause then no one knows that I am crying
And as I pour down my love, I’ll pour down like rain
And I’ve hurt myself for hurting you
But you never failed to smile
Cause everytime there’s a rainbow, you know
Someone is smiling back

Chorus 2

And you’ll say
Take a little look at the beautiful skies before it disappears
Cause mine already has
But I kept believing, that everything ain’t misleading
Cause miracles happens
It kinda feels like I’m drowning in pain, when you’re falling
A teardrop away from crying
And I wonder when, the sun come out and, shines again

Pre Chorus

And I put on my mask in silence
Pretending I’m alright
If you could see baby you’ll notice
The tears from my eyes, washed away

Ending Verse

Like the rain
Who just pours down in our lane
Just let it rain, let us dance, while we’re sane

lame lor! by my mom? OMGGGGG

a joke my mom told me (----.----"")

one day, a Singh went to the supermarket and bought 20 cans of CAT food because it was 50% off! When he went to pay, the cashier looked at him, and suspected that he's going to feed his CHILD with the 20 cans of CAT FOOD !! !

cashier: OMG! NO NO! you cannot buy! Unless you show me your cat first!

So, he went back and brought his cat to the supermarket, showed the cashier and bought the 20 cans!

The next day, he went to the supermarket again to get 20 cans of DOG FOOD! The cashier suspected him again and requested him to bring his DOG for her to see first and so he did....and he bought the 20 cans of Dog food!

And the next day! He brought a plastic bag to the supermarket. He went straight to the cashier and asked her to put her hands into the plastic bag. She did.

Cashier: EWWWWWWWW!! WHATS THAT???? !! shit!! aaaaahh!!!

Singh: yeah it's shit...because I want to buy TISSUE PAPER today....(he said innocently though!)


p/s: the Singh thought that everytime he wants to buy something, he has to show the cashier some evidence first.....wahahhaha xD

29072009

i smiled at you and you smiled back at me

although it meant nothing to you

but just so you know,

you've made my day

28072009

Far away
by Marie


Verse 1
Beautiful words, fill my mind
As I wrote this song, for you
Your beautiful voice, fills my soul
Wonderful, so wonderful

Verse 2
And when you hold me by the hand
I know you’re my strength
Please let’s just leave to a place
Let it be far, just far away

Pre-Chorus
And you, you always shine in my nights
You are the sparkle in the rain
You are my memory down the lane

Chorus
I wanna go to an island in the sea
Away from you, away from me
Beyond the waves, beyond the wind
Beyond the world that we live in
Under the sky of shining stars
Away from lights, away from sight
A place for you, a place for me
An open sky, a light blue sea

I need a mountain in the sky
Just beneath, where angels fly, where
Snowflakes falling, on the ground
Ain’t it a beautiful sound
Under the skies of falling snow
Just above the world below
Just above the trees and birds
A place that I can’t describe in words

Verse 3
And with the rain, on and on
It’s so magical in sight
Seeing the clouds, passing by
Seeing you, pass me by

Verse 4
And it never left the clouds dry
But you always left me parched
So, I always long for these little drops
To wash away my tears

Ending Chorus
And you, you always shine in my nights
You are the sparkle in the rain
You are my memory down the lane




by a-little-happier-me?

please just kill me....

wilfred aka my-annoyingly-annoying/vain-brother :
last time she talks alot with me lo.....maybe cause i cute la! xD HAHAHAHA!!

me :
i wanna kill u d....go to sleep lah!! bising giler ----.----!!

Compassion?

Do we see compassion the way Jesus sees compassion?

The preacher today spoke about "Community of Compassion" and what he said really touched my heart, something that...I've never ever thought of in depth..

Why did Jesus chose to die on the cross for US? fun? HA-HA!!
Jesus understood compassion differently from us and that's why!

If we understood compassion like HE did, HE would have just "warned" us about the "sins of the world", about life and eternity, but yet he died for us..... compassion...



Compassion... do we have compassion for others?

To what extend is ours?

Do we show compassion to the smelly beggars on the streets?
Do we show compassion to dirty poor children?
Do we show compassion to the blind, the mute and the deaf?
Do we show compassion to the old and the disable?
Do we show compassion to our FRIEND who are in need?


Just think for a moment....

Do we just give RM 2 to beggars and thinks that we've been very kind to them already? I wonder....or do we take our time to ask them, "hows your day?" make them feel appreciated as I believe everyone needed that!
Poor people are not borned to be beggars...they're just like us...human...

Imagine
What would Jesus do if he sees the broken, the bruised, the rejected, and the poor?

Imagine
What would it feel like to be the broken, the bruised, the rejected, and the poor?



Imagine a child
Imagine a broken home
Imagine abuse
Imagine neglect
Imagine rejection
Imagine being illiterate
Imagine not being heard
Imagine not being given the chance
Imagine the future?

Imagine someone cared
Imagine everything turned colourful
Imagine being given the chance
Imagine hope
Imagine love
Imagine the future? Ain't it brighter now?

It takes a life ro impact a lifetime..."from the other half of the world that we don't know" This video clip shown in church today really made my heart cry out for the poor people around me..IMAGINE..Sentul, a place so near, yet we don't know that most children there are under privilege!

What about me?
What am I doing with this life of mine?
Why are we so separated from their world?
There is so many out there waiting for someone to care about them..but where are we?
Love? How am I even living this soul?
Blindly?

Shaked up by the true story of a little boy from a poor community of Sentul. And yeah, keep the poor children in your prayers yah =)

A Girl Falling In Love Again


Verse

I always wanted to write you a note, but I don't know what to say
I waited long till today you choosed to say
I was excited I screamed and I squeeked I called up my friends
I put on my best, ran from my desk and left everything in a mess
And when we met, just give me a hint, just one little clue,
To let me know why, I have a crush on you, cause
You got me smiling, like I never smiled before,
You got me falling, like I never fell before
You got me wondering like I never could get enough
You got me feeling like a girl in love again


Chorus

Trying my best not to stutter when you come around
But I guess I made you laugh, how I wish I had more time with you though it's just a crush, for every time I see you, my body turns to mush
I look at you and I can't believe, those beautiful eyes are staring back at me
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
The 20 minutes was all that meant to me, vividly
I kept replaying it in my head, how we were beside each other, close,
So close, yet I know you’ll never be mine
This emptiness is killing me, I’m wondering why I’ve waited so long
Now I’m waiting here, been waiting here
But I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
It's getting hard to be around you, theres so much I can’t say
Should I hide my feelings and look away?
How I wish you could tell me what I’m going through
Cause all I really know is that, I have fallen for you
Because this aching I feel down inside
I wrote you this song of the feelings I hide


Ending

I guess it goes to show, you never really know
When everything's about to change
Miracles do happen sometime, someday, today.




emorie

Ain't she a sweetie


We hear a lot of things about angels like what they look like or who they are, but some people don’t think that your own grandma could be an angel! Well, grandmas can be angels, especially when grandmas love to protect their own children and grandchildren! Aaahh..grandmas. What will we do without them? Truly a special breed they are!

Grandma,
You're my angel, with invisible wings, embracing me,
Always there for me and always having me in your little heart,

Each time you shouted for me, each time you spoke my name, your face wore a Grandma's glow,

Each time u chased after me, each time you sat beside me, you know what's on my mind,

You know my every move, all the cheeky tricks I've planned on you, for all these years yet you went along as I laughed along, xD

And when I got tired of laughing, I'll end up cradling in your arms, cradling like a baby,

As your smile shone down on me, so warm, the icing that makes my young life shweeter!

You prepared snacking cakes before dinner, and hot warm milk for supper, as always,

Your smile is my sunshine even on rainy days, although its hazy out there I know,

You find each ray of happiness, fading the frowns away, drifting them away,

But I did not realize how much you've age when you're upset, the look in your eyes,

The frowns and teary eyes that were once a moment in your life, please don't cry,
I'll do anything to make you smile again, you enjoyed my jokes,
I'd love to tell you even more lame ones! HAHA! but please don't scold me! xD
And you do know, that you've given me a treasure, a way to hold you close,
No, I still want to love you, you know, and at 75, I know, you're still strong, stronger as ever,
Grandpa's still here, loving you like never, and us too, your children your grandchildren your great grand daughter, you know you'll always be loved,

love,
your grand daughter

A Girl Falling In Love Again


I always wanted to write you a note, but I don't know what to say
I waited long and today you choosed to say
I was excited I screamed and I squeeked I called up my friends
I put on my best, ran from my desk and left everything in a mess
And when we met
You got me smiling, like I never smiled before
You got me falling, like I never fell before
You got me feeling like I never could get enough


Trying my best not to stutter when you come around
But I guess I made you laugh, how I wish I had more time with you
Though it's just a crush, for every time I see you, my body turns to mush
I look at you and I can't believe
Those beautiful eyes are staring back at me
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away


I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything's about to change
Miracles do happen sometime, someday, today.

23072009

word's can't describe

Awake......In the stillness?

Awake
by Marie

Verse 1
I’ll never be alone, walking on the streets

You’re always my angel wing, cause you’re, flying beside me
Cause you blest me with a will to be
Flying on my own, soaring on my own
And until I see you once again
Then I’ll be flying on my own, to where I belong

Chorus
And why I am awake, sitting all alone, sitting by window
And I know it’s getting late, but I just, can’t deny it, I still, kept believing
That this day would come, but all I’m feeling is lost and numb
Would these feelings just be, like a happy song
The moment you were gone

And I wonder what its like, to find that special someone, to finally get it right
And its hard to feel again, to open up again, giving all I can
Blinded by, what’s ahead of us, so step out and you will find, you’ll know
That your heart, has found, its home

And now, it’s already 6 in the morning
I gotta stop my mind, from working overtime,
Thinking about you, I’ll never stop thinking,
About the little things, that you did
Will you be my dreams forever
Cause we seem so real, the hero inside my soul
Giving you my own, cause my heart is on its own

Bridge (X2)
Here in the silence, all that’s around us
I see nobody, it’s just you and me,
And the background of nothing
Waiting for you to start the first drawing

Ending Chorus
Cause I wonder what its like, to find that special someone, to finally get it right
And its hard to feel again, to open up again, giving all I can
Blinded by, what’s ahead of us, so step out and you will find, you’ll know
That your heart, has found, its home

22072009

Pavilion!!!! MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

We went to watch "Public Enemies" at 1210...cause their exam was cancelled !! haha! thats......GOOD! i guess? ahahha! watch earlier...so me n yuencheng get to go sHOPPING XD

The movie was okay lar....munfai almost slept..but i slapped him! AHHAHAHAHA!! xD

and kok liang looked like one of the BUDAK GEMUK in the movie! xD hehehehehehe with the "square?" misai in the middle...LOL

oh yah! i went with Yuen cheng, Marcus, MunFai, KarKit, XiaoJoon and Kok Liang! hahaha!

ish..took so many shots of kok liang but he just doesnt wanna look at the camera!! aahhhhh

geramnyer!!!!!

xiao joon looks so CUTE HERE! awwwwwwwww! looks like camwhored right? hahaha!
aka the fat boy who cant live without food xD

MUNFAI! lame...look at me wanna puke lar now? HAHAHA! kiddin xD hehe! and..haih..y u keep slapping me larr? gerammmm


so funny xD!

marcus!!! p/s: his hair is longer than mine T________________________T aaaaaarrghh

Kar kit!! HAHAHAH yc!! i saw yr hand! hahaah! lame giler! lol!

whats with the angry face lah kit.... okok sorry..i meant SCARY face!

btw he's going to cast for THE STARE! wahahahhaha

not scary lor...u better go cast for the NOT-SCARY-STARE movie xD hehe

and and and you promised to wear HEELS! hahaha! ill never forget that xD

KIT SAID HE LOOKED CONSTIPATED IN THIS PIC!!!

hahahahahahha i agree!!

YUENCHENG!!!!!!! hahahaha!!!! (yr face already dominated half of the picture xD!) hahaha!

cutee!!! p/s: WE SHALL REFRAIN FROM SHOPPING until sale starts? HAHAH kiddin la xD

2 months man! ....!!!

random random! while waiting for yc to try on some clothes!

the dress is seriously cute! but she didn't get it anyway T__T!

we reached home at 8 ! hehehe!

kityeng larrrr! couldn't join us! hahahaha! now she regrets! xD

19072009

me, mabel, kairi, kijun, felix n junwin zooooooom-ed to sunway pyramid after our council meeting last sunday! ahhahaha!! and we went to

KIM GARY! WEEEEEEEEEE!

kim gary is opened by GARY KIM? wakaka!

yer..so random!

but possible?

felix and his 1/2 TOAST! hahahha! kesian!!

HIM AND HIS DRAWINGS!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!! pikachu! xD

kawaii-nyer!! hahah!

and wahahhaha!! >>>>> lame giler! yer..scary lar...like horror scene like that xD
NO EYEBALLS!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOO!!

pikachu-look-alike! hehe! 1 vote from me! yay!

p/s: I BOUGHT A NEW SHOE!! HAAHHA!

and sunsilk shampoo -.- so random..ignore mee! wahahahahah!

生日快乐
Happy Birthday~
written by Zhe Jun



你在想什么 （我想我懂了）c g am fm
Ni zai xiang shen me (wo xiang wo dong le)

我该做什么 （这我不懂了）
Wo gai zuo shen me (zhe wo bu dong le)

你脸带笑了 （我的心甜了）c g am fm
Ni lian dai xiao le (wo de xin tian le)

你把嘴噘着 （把我逗乐了）
Ni ba zui jue zhe (ba wo dou le le)


Bridge

今年你生日我想唱首歌 亲口唱生日歌给你听 am em f c
Jing nian ni sheng ri wo xiang chang shou ge qing shou chang sheng ri ge gei ni ting

随着吉他的音律世界里 向你说句生日快乐 am em f g
Sui zhe ji ta de yin li shi jie li xiang ni shuo ju sheng ri kuai le


Chorus

我想要你快乐 （我只要你快乐）f g am
Wo xiang yao ni kuai le (wo zhi yao ni kuai le)

我想看着你快乐 （告诉我你会快乐的）f g c
Wo xiang kan zhe ni kuai le (gao shu wo ni hui kuai le de)

时时刻刻我都在祈祷 这一刻响起了生日歌 f g em am f g
Shi shi k eke wo dou zai qi dao zhe yi ke xiang qi le sheng ri ge

我想要你快乐 （我只要你快乐）f g am
Wo xiang yao ni kuai le ( wo zhi yao ni kuai le) f g c

我想看着你快乐 （告诉我你会快乐的）
Wo xiang kan zhe ni kuai le (gao shu wo ni hui kuai le de) f g em am f g c

祝你生日快乐 祝你生日快乐
Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le Happy birthday to you..

my new home

Searching...and still searching

for decorations for my new house!

I totally love it! ! hahaha!

Total freedom in design! yay!!

p/s: ive got a lot more searching to do before the renovation starts!

the beautiful grass/ flower-like carpet I chose

One of the lights in my room !

Staircase light...me and my parents just love flowers, leaves, green, organic !! haha!

Something me and my dad liked but it's sadly halogen T___T

Dining Room light...it glitters ! totally in love with small little details and designs that spreads across the ceiling..

Living Room Light 1..going with the theme green so as to bring nature into the house since we demolished the 2 indoor gardens which were thought as a wastage of space.. Ain't it beautiful how the leaves and flowers spread across the ceiling space?

Living Room Light 2

Me and my buddies from PAM Camp =)

Love you nadia and alia! hugs!

i'm already missing you guys lots!

17072009

Happy Birthday KITYENG !!!!!!!

peeeee-ka-boo!! xX our usual routine in the toilet HAHA! that's where we find the BIGGEST mirrors !

wee kiat kononnya pro...hand bergegar one lo...earthquake meh! hahahahahah!! xD

haaaaaa...choooooo!!

DINNERRRRRR! sushi at sakae! haha!

the name of the party set sounds so....yer..bad word lor..dont say lahh u people..!!!!

ROBBERY SCENE 1 @ MOF Ice Cream House!!

Robber: quennie PANG!

Co-robber: wee kiat LAU! (her dresser xD)

Target: MOF's green tea icecreams! sweat banyak banyak! hahaha!

ROBBERY SCENE 2!

queenie PANG practicing her opening act! ahahha!

and she says to the MOF staffs: give me ALLLLL yr ice creams!! if not...!! i'll...i'llllll PANG u to Cheras! -.-!

quennie PANG just PANG-ed someone to Cheras...(oi..! i stay at cheras one ok..! xD)

ROBBERY SCENE 3

i cant seeee!!!!!!!! *and she knocks onto the tiang! xD* i hope ! hahahah!!!

weeee! ROBBERY SCENE 4! AHHAHA!

whats with the ice cream spoon HAHAHA! LAME RETARDED SIAO LAHHH!

kityeng's green tea icecream lor...

NOT FAIRRR....!! so banyak ! hahaha! ( in the end also we makan semua one ! hoho!)

tags: sookmian, chaijian, yuencheng, me, waimun, weekiat!!

this miserable little cup is me ...alar!!!! i very small meh now! hahaha!

pinky xDDD!!!!

chun right! my hand's the best at camwhoring xD!! wahahahah! sure lahh my left hand's slightly longer than my right ! hahaha!

FATE FACES and a SLIM FACE kononnya...can spot ar the slim face? cannot right? hahahaahha!!! YC ..u fail lahh xD !

and the birthday girl's pose is always the same ...smile je...haahha!

we love you kityeng!

~hope you like the song and the bag we gave you

hugs!

kit kat kar

Kit says:
kar kit drives the kit kat car

rie rie weeee! says:
YERRRRRRR 　
no such thing one ok hahah! u think i budak 5 tahun ar 　

Kit says:
gottttt..ADA..nahh



see, i told you got right 　
if i'm blardy rich next time 　
i'll buy one to drive you around XD
one more thing to add into "things i wanna do before i die"........ to drive a kit kat car




p/s: yay! i sudah ada driver? hahaaha! kiddin kit!!! xD

MAN UNITED vs MALAYSIA !!

WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!! hahahahahaahhaha

MALAYSIA WON 2-3 !! GO MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaahha!!!!!! (i high d lor!) LOLlololololol!!!


me n my cousins! xD

itu stadium banyak besar man! red red REDDDD!! hahaha!

wakaka..IM TALLERRRRR! u shrunk man ! ahahah!!!!!

pee-KA-boOOO!!! wooo!!

cover what larr..wanna smile then smile larrrr! HAHHAA!

my STREAMYX "HAND" kena curi lor..duno letak mana d..ishhh!!

wilfred look damn cute man! YERRRRRRRR! hahaha!

me: eh..why don't you have a picture of you in your phone??

(searchin...kept searchinnnn...takde.. -.-)

wilfred: cause..im too CUTE for my phone..

ME: YERRRRRRR! OMGGGGGG! ARE U MY BROTHER? haahahaahha!

vain-est human ever lived man! xD

I Don't Know...But

I know....


It's the awesome power
That leaves you questioning
How you lived without it before

It's the memories in time, you wish you could rewind
It's the hope you have, when all seems lost
It's the heartbreak, that leaves you wiser
It's the little things, that bring you closer
It's the most precious place, where the heart is true

It's the one you can't get over, no matter what you do
It's the void inside, that you long to fill
It's the one thing, that makes life real

It's the feeling of knowing, you'll never be the same
It's what makes you wonder, why you play this game
It's what blesses your soul, when you realize
What your heart is for

my rants

Cry Me A River, Won't You?

.

.

.

i don't want to lose faith, but i just can't not lose it

why me? why do i always have to settle on the absence of fate? you?

where are you? i just want to take a break, a long break

away from you, away from all these nonsence i'm putting myself through

i'm tough, you know, but i'm not as tough, i know,
why us? why you?

oh please, pour down you rain

wash away this year of mine

hating the fact that you're not mine
help me forget, and that i'll not regret

that pain, that you've caused me since i lost you

you turned so cold, no, you're always that cold

at least to me,

please warm this little heart, will you?

but i know you'll not take heart

oh please, take away these things, these feelings, that is overwhelming me

take it all away, as i'm trying to forget

my past, my thoughts, you, yes you.
ill cry you a river

but yet you're silent

silent...

Rain Down

Rain Down


I am falling, over and over in, in love with you oh Lord
Its not just a feeling, so real to me, the shadows of your beauty
You’re calling me, into your presence

And then you called my name, gently and tenderly
You watch me through the nights, keeping me safe inside
You stay the same, Your love remains in my heart
You're here with me, I’m so secured

Come hear our cries, the tears that plead for rain
I know that it’s time, for heaven’s rain
Rain down on me, hide me in your arms
You flood my heart with, holy fire
You lit a fire inside me
I thought would, never burn again
Never enough, so just rain down on me

these words just came to me as I was thinking about God..


I am falling, over and over in, in love with you oh Lord
Its not just a feeling, so real to me, the shadows of your beauty
You’re calling me, into your presence



its just so beautiful...

The sixth day

Verse 1

What so beautiful about us, is love
What so magical about love is, a feeling that lasts
I wanna hold you close, lay down and watch the stars
And I finally know, what’s beautiful about

Right when I met you, the day I met you, I know
Deep down inside me, you came into me, then you
Look into my way, and you say, hello
From that moment, I fell for you, I know

If I hadn’t met you, I’ll still be searching for you
Over and over, I kept replaying, our song, oh I wanna say
That you have the key to my heart, forever
And when we meet we, will never be apart

Chorus

On the first day, I saw you from afar
On the second day, already dreaming of your smile, and on the third day,
My heart still skips a beat, for you
When I am looking at the blue skies, and whispers
Just let it rain let it flow let it run

And on the fourth day, I heard you say my name
It got me wondering, I wanna hear it again, and on the fifth day
You told me you’re in love, with another
I wonder why I still kept a picture of you
And from that day I never heard from you again

And on day six
I celebrate it
Alone
Blowing the candles, I know
You’re blowing them too
And you may not know, we share this special day
And always I hope that you’ll never be away
Love is like the wind; won’t you blow it for me
Love is like a sin; it gets stronger but I know I can’t win



Ending

And what so beautiful about it, is you



~written by EMOrie

On the seventh day - Part 1

What so beautiful about us, is love
What so magical about love is, a feeling that lasts
I wanna hold you close, lay down and watch the stars
And I finally know, what’s beautiful about


Right when I met you, the day I met you, I know
Deep down inside me, you came into me, then you
Look into my way, and you say, hello
From that moment, I fell for you, I know



~ written by EMOrie

screams

i told alot about him to you but you just don't know that the "him" is actually you

A STORY’S LAST PAGE

MY STORY’S LAST PAGE
By Marie


Key G- G D Em Bm C Bm Em Am D

Verse 1
What a beautiful day, here in the rain
What a beautiful stranger, walking my way
Just like a stream that evades me, escapes me
Overflowing me, drowning me

Verse 2
Seems like I’m struck in a daze, like a story’s first page
Anywhere I will find you, my pulse beats inside you,
The last time I’ll dream, the last time I’ll scream
And maybe then you will see, what she really could have been
Like a story’s first page, a flower under the rain

Bridge
I’ve lost count of the days, I’m walking away
Cause we’re losing the race, we’re far from the stage
And before it’s too late, baby won’t we just date
Tell me, is this just fate? A story’s last page

Pre-Chorus
If these walls could talk, they’ll say
You’ll look into my eyes and say
You’re on your way, even in the distance
To me you’re never away

Chorus
Why am I always the one to be
Strolling alone around the empty streets
There’s an answer, in the path the wind leads
Since the day that I leave

Just like I thought that all these feeling’s dead
But it just seems that nothing’s changed, its fate
Lost in a crowded room, your voice is with me through
Just like a story’s first page

Verse 3
What a beautiful day
What a beautiful stranger
I’ll be right at the bay
Goodbye’s a tough word to say




~written by an emo/broken-hearted/inconsolable/despairing/without-hope/dejected/little-girl-who-loves-the-rain

the shouts from my heart

being able to talk to you, without you knowing how i feel, is wonderful, just wonderful, to me, at times when i felt like giving up, you cheered me up, lifted my hopes up, though knowing that it meant nothing to you for doing that, just that, for a friend, like me? made me smile at every second of it, believing that miracles might happen, someday, sometime, in my life, its just wonderful, totally, beautifully, wonderful.



thanks for listening..

what I hope you'd say....

LIKE THE RAIN
Written by Marie


Verse 1
C G Am F
Like the rain
Who just pours down in our lane
Just let it rain, let us dance, while we’re sane

Verse 2
And then you said
It’s this feeling I get
When the blue skies just fade into grey

Pre chorus
Em Am F G
And I put on my mask in silence
Pretending I’m alright
If you could see Valen you’ll notice
The tears from my eyes, washed away

Chorus 1
C G Am F
And you said, take a little look how the rain showers down ain’t it beautiful
Just let it rain
Cause the sound of it, is as sweet as your whisper
Sitting by the window
How much longer I can hold I don’t know, it got so cold
The ice is in our way
And when the wind moves, and the shadows grow close
It’s still dark inside

Bridge
Em Am F G
And I love walking in the rain, cause then no one knows that I am crying
And as I pour down my love, I’ll pour down like rain
And I’ve hurt myself for hurting you
But you never failed to smile
Cause everytime there’s a rainbow, you know
Someone is smiling back

Chorus 2
C G Am F
And you’ll say
Take a little look at the beautiful skies before it disappears
Cause mine already has
But I kept believing, that everything ain’t misleading
Cause miracles happens
It kinda feels like I’m drowning in pain, when you’re falling
A teardrop away from crying
And I wonder when, the sun come out and, shines again

Pre Chorus
And I put on my mask in silence
Pretending I’m alright
If you could see baby you’ll notice
The tears from my eyes, washed away

Ending Verse
Like the rain
Who just pours down in our lane
Just let it rain, let us dance, while we’re sane


p/s: based on a true story...my true story...of emo-ness lol!

im dying of boredom here in my office!!! arhhhhh!
why did i finish everything so fast? ishnyer

krystal krystal....hahaha!!

Krystal said.........I WISH FOR ALL THE DURIANS TO VANISH! GO AWAY DURIANSSS! SHOOO SHOOOOOOO! (u go see now..poof! hilang adi!! ) swt lor!! hope marie eats all the durians in the world (me: blink blink! wahahha!)

...then no more durians
omg no!... cannot.!! later you eat too much durian, then kentut, the durian smell spread throughout the whole world!!!!!!
and then revives the durian tree! (krystal dies ..=p)

me: we 1st day of college pergi minum bubble tea ok! xD

[c=12]Krystal - TORA-chan[/c] says:
noooooooooooooooo
i got off the addiction ad!!!!!
(p/s: our friday bubble tea day krystal T___________T !!sadnyer)

it makes me fat T_T
marie u need to gain weight

me: then then then u just eat the bubble la
i drink the tea for u wakaka..wait..no no u DRINK the tea i eat the bubble ! wakaka!!!!!

[c=12]Krystal - TORA-chan[/c] says:
"bubble weight gain"!
its nt bubble eh! its PEARL
u eat bubble u bcom fish lor..yer lamenyer! !! hahaah!

VI CARNIVAL! woots!!

met so many of my highschool buddies! awww!!! miss them lots !!