Everytime
Everytime I look into your eyes
There's a pleasant surprise
Awaiting me and amazing me
Everything happened so fast, time passed so fast
Wish I could freeze moments, like Hiro Nakamura x) LOL!
Moments I did not need to pretend
Moments where I just laughed and be free
Like a bird you flew with me
Through everything
You called and just hung on for as long
There's just no uncomfortable silence between us
Though I just need to spend one moment with you
I've learnt to let you go and fly as you dream
Another moment
Somehow everything turned new
In the world I'm passing through
Over the waters that surrounded me
You wiped away my tears and sorrows
Getting to see you and feel you
You're always there
Our heads met when I curled up
You held my hands to keep me warm
Though its just for a split second I could recall every touch
And smile as I gazed at my own
How I wished you did not let go, something I could only dream of
Your voice that put me to sleep
Though I did not see you in my dreams
Why would I want to dream
When everything seems so real
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
As Always...
Sitting by the window, waiting by the phone, sleeping all alone
Confused and dazed to actually realize how much I liked the tune
That it might come from you
You kept me waiting, I like waiting, though just a little
But sometimes its otherwise, our dreams kept us apart
Leading me to places of my own fantasy, which I loved a lot
Though you're not in it, but thinking of you before i drown in dreams
Are simply amazing
Counting you instead of counting sheeps, the thought of it itself
Is already sweet
And oh, reminds me of the bouncy thing that had been with me for quite some time
Right next to my window I kept it by my side
As long as I could as by looking at it I feel you by me
Cheering me up from my sorrows and lone
Remove that will you? I'm feeling the strain in me
Looking for the light through the pouring rain
I guess my hopes wouldn't come true, thought I really thought it would be beautiful
I know it will, at least that carried me through
Thanks for the joy that you've given me
I just want you to know I believe in your song, in everything that you are
Your rhythm and rhyme and harmony
And when my mind is free, you know melody can move me
And when I am feeling blue, your guitar came through to soothe me
You know, now that there is something, maybe it is just me
Still, not yet, find the exact arms, no longer
Though you may escape, leaving me lifeless, lost and confused once again
Your voice calms my every moment, like music in my ears
And your breath composes sweet surrenders
Like lullaby to my ears making me drowse and slumber, silence
Being still for hours yet knowing there's someone keeping you company
Though separated by a screen
Left me wondering why I always end up smiling after he's asleep
The feeling of someone looking out for you, someone being there for you
Hours passed, how I enjoyed every bit
Falling asleep thinking of how your hands might fit perfectly into mine
How your kisses send shivers and chills to my spine
And how your fingers would wander through my hair when I am asleep
I just can't get you out of me
Moments when we just sit together and talk forever just to pass time
Watching the sun rise and set every single day
When your eyes met mine, I turned over, yet I stared when you're not looking
Walking passed hoping that you'll notice but I guess you were just too busy
Discouraged, though I realize, it is hard to take courage
With those sad eyes, I took them away, in this world full of people
It is easy to lose sight of them all, and it just makes me smaller
Right then you came up to me and oh boy my heart pounded
Mesmerized by your beauty, I couldn't forget the way you looked at me
My heart was skipping beats, my head spinned
I felt so very shy, wonders if you feel it too
Like dejavu back in highschool
I guess I am in love, should I wait for the flowers to blossom on its own?
Sitting by the window, waiting by the phone, sleeping all alone
Confused and dazed to actually realize how much I liked the tune
That it might come from you
You kept me waiting, I like waiting, though just a little
But sometimes its otherwise, our dreams kept us apart
Leading me to places of my own fantasy, which I loved a lot
Though you're not in it, but thinking of you before i drown in dreams
Are simply amazing
Counting you instead of counting sheeps, the thought of it itself
Is already sweet
And oh, reminds me of the bouncy thing that had been with me for quite some time
Right next to my window I kept it by my side
As long as I could as by looking at it I feel you by me
Cheering me up from my sorrows and lone
Remove that will you? I'm feeling the strain in me
Looking for the light through the pouring rain
I guess my hopes wouldn't come true, thought I really thought it would be beautiful
I know it will, at least that carried me through
Thanks for the joy that you've given me
I just want you to know I believe in your song, in everything that you are
Your rhythm and rhyme and harmony
And when my mind is free, you know melody can move me
And when I am feeling blue, your guitar came through to soothe me
You know, now that there is something, maybe it is just me
Still, not yet, find the exact arms, no longer
Though you may escape, leaving me lifeless, lost and confused once again
Your voice calms my every moment, like music in my ears
And your breath composes sweet surrenders
Like lullaby to my ears making me drowse and slumber, silence
Being still for hours yet knowing there's someone keeping you company
Though separated by a screen
Left me wondering why I always end up smiling after he's asleep
The feeling of someone looking out for you, someone being there for you
Hours passed, how I enjoyed every bit
Falling asleep thinking of how your hands might fit perfectly into mine
How your kisses send shivers and chills to my spine
And how your fingers would wander through my hair when I am asleep
I just can't get you out of me
Moments when we just sit together and talk forever just to pass time
Watching the sun rise and set every single day
When your eyes met mine, I turned over, yet I stared when you're not looking
Walking passed hoping that you'll notice but I guess you were just too busy
Discouraged, though I realize, it is hard to take courage
With those sad eyes, I took them away, in this world full of people
It is easy to lose sight of them all, and it just makes me smaller
Right then you came up to me and oh boy my heart pounded
Mesmerized by your beauty, I couldn't forget the way you looked at me
My heart was skipping beats, my head spinned
I felt so very shy, wonders if you feel it too
Like dejavu back in highschool
I guess I am in love, should I wait for the flowers to blossom on its own?
Day after day...
I am more confused
Beginning to think I am wasting time
I do not understand the things I do, all of them
The world outside looks so unkind
Some place I never want to go never want to step out of where I belong
Drifting away and away from reality
So much into my fantasy, carried away
Lost in the world I've created a few years back
I am more confused
Beginning to think I am wasting time
I do not understand the things I do, all of them
The world outside looks so unkind
Some place I never want to go never want to step out of where I belong
Drifting away and away from reality
So much into my fantasy, carried away
Lost in the world I've created a few years back
Monday, April 12, 2010
Uncomfortable silences
Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?
That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence.
You know,
when you are with someone
whether a person you know very or not very well
and sometimes you run out of stuff to say
and then the uncomfortable silence sets in
so, the arguement is
why should we even feel uncomfortable with that silence
and so the arguement goes on that
you know that someone is special, when both of you can just sit together, not say a thing, and still extremely comfortable.
~crdt Kit
Do i have mixed feelings? I guess I do?
Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?
That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence.
You know,
when you are with someone
whether a person you know very or not very well
and sometimes you run out of stuff to say
and then the uncomfortable silence sets in
so, the arguement is
why should we even feel uncomfortable with that silence
and so the arguement goes on that
you know that someone is special, when both of you can just sit together, not say a thing, and still extremely comfortable.
~crdt Kit
Do i have mixed feelings? I guess I do?
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Paint me rainbows Will you?
Yeah, I've changed from sweet little thing to
paint me rainbows will you? already
Thought that would be more than suitable to my writings these couple of months Words that came knocking on my door, pleading to let them in
From the cold creepy world outside my door
I let them in, without hesitation
Knowing exactly how it felt being left to walk alone, without any hand to hold
In the dark, its all dark on this side of my world
Paint me rainbows will you?
Appreciated? How does it feel to be appreciated anyway when you're all along unappreciated
Being kicked to the curb, tossed around, being the centre of jokes
Cry? Why should I?
Rant? I guess I just did.
Yeah, I've changed from sweet little thing to
paint me rainbows will you? already
Thought that would be more than suitable to my writings these couple of months Words that came knocking on my door, pleading to let them in
From the cold creepy world outside my door
I let them in, without hesitation
Knowing exactly how it felt being left to walk alone, without any hand to hold
In the dark, its all dark on this side of my world
Paint me rainbows will you?
Appreciated? How does it feel to be appreciated anyway when you're all along unappreciated
Being kicked to the curb, tossed around, being the centre of jokes
Cry? Why should I?
Rant? I guess I just did.
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