A sudden urge to love

A sudden urge to love

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A sudden urge to love

I am no longer a child

Yet it feels like a first time confession

I just want to be loved by you

A sudden urge to love

The most comfortable confession

Just like bare feet

It feels free and easy

Bridge

Coming alive

I love it all

I suddenly understand

That everything before does not count as love

I love it all

Coming alive
I am duty bound to love everything

Including the unadorable side of you

Chorus
Love often comes unexpectedly

And even allows people to broaden their horizon

It turns out that everything is worth waiting for

Love often comes unexpectedly

Like the river flowing into the sea

Turns out that this is the way it should exist

That day

Love often comes unexpectedly
And even allows people to broaden their horizon
It turns out that everything is worth waiting for
Love often comes unexpectedly
Like the river flowing into the sea
Turns out that this is the way it should exist

Don't kiss me just embrace me
Don't love me just be family to me
Lend me your hand one minute a day
Be the closest family to me
And not somebody's lover or special someone...

Love often comes unexpectedly

When I was little,

Everyday after eating dinner
Dad would hold moms hand and they would go out for a walk and chat

Back then, I always wondered what was so great about walking on the streets?

I always wish that they would hurry home and spend time with me

After 19 years now,
I guess I got the rough picture
It's because it's an activity for two people
When you have someone holding your hand,
You can go anywhere.
When you have someone replying,
You can say anything

Because it's between two people
Even if it's something extremely dull,
It will still make you feel very blissful

Don't Ask Why

They don't love you like I love you

One day, a girl asked: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me..?

HE answered: I can't tell the reason.. but i really like you..

SHE: You can't even tell me the reason.. How can you say you like me?

How can you say you love me?

HE: I really don't know the reason, but i can prove that i love you.

SHE: Proof? no! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

HE: Okay okay! Erms..because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The girl left very satisfied with his answer.

Unfortunately, a few days later, the girl met with an accident and fell into comma.

HE then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling, because of your sweet voice that I love you.. now can you talk?

no! therefore i cannot love you.

because of your care and concern that i loved you.. now that uou cannot show them, therefore i cannot love you.

because of your smile,

because of your every movement that i love you..

now can you smile? now can you move?

no, therefore i cannot love you.. if love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason? NO! therefore, i still love you..

and love doesn't need a reason

"sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart"

love doesn't need a reason..

Its something you can feel burning inside your heart and waiting to be explode of love.. please.. never ever eas someone why do they love you.. love is nature and without love the world is nothing but a piece of crap.. so everyone, love the world and also love your loved ones.....

Meaningful isn't this?

You to me

No matter what

Even if I'm soaked from head to toe
I won't be led by the nose by someone anymore
If my hands are still in a fist
Maybe it's because I'm afraid of losing my dreams

And love is not omnipotent like you thought
It can't stop us from fighting with each other
But love is compassion that lacks mercy
The deeper you love the more you sacrifice

Don't kiss me just embrace me
Don't love me just be family to me
Lend me your hand one minute a day
Let me continue to have to have the courage to dream
Be the greatest and smiling hero in my dreams

I'm sorry

Winter's Breeze

Don't

Don't untie the ribbon on the present
We looked forward to it so much
But it was spoiled in the end

Don't turn on the radio at late night
Stop letting those repeating love songs make a fool of you

And love has never taught me how to survive
It only taught me to trade in for vanity and give away innocence
But love has made us become strangers
Yet we cant become more nobele in our souls

Don't kiss me just embrace me
Don't love me just be family to me
Lend me your hand one minute a day
Be the closest family to me
And not somebody's lover or special someone

Why don't?

Shall we?

Autumn's Concerto

Uncertainty

His subtle craziness has been left behind in one of the train carriages
The air in the underground train is heavier than memories
The whole city has been waiting for me
There is a relationship that is still drifting about

I love his zeal the most
My dreams have been cruelly shattered yet I cannot forget
For him I once believed that tomorrow would mean the future
No matter how bad the situation may be I refused to come to my senses

I love him till I stumbled into despair
My heart has been deeply hurt yet I cannot forget
For him I'll always wait yet he never comes
Until the day I finally erased him from my memories

Autumn's Concerto

just realized that i have not been blogging for like 1 month plus! WOWWWW!!
anywayyyyyyyyy, DECEMBER IS FREAKIN AWESOMEEEEEEE and colourful! yeahhh!!

21122009
went to COLLEGE (omg what am i doing here man?) to read up on some books but didnt know they closed the reading sections ! ishh..only magazines available..haihhh!

yuencheng, kityeng, sookmian, chaijian, waimun, weekiat, winloon, choonting when are u guys coming back T________T im starting to miss you guys already! T____T!
holidays are really boring without you guys !! dont forget to have fun and eat all the food there kay! HAHAHAH! cant wait for tuesday! wee!!

20122009
STORM WARRIORS WAS OKAY LAHHH! hahahahah graphic effects super CHUNTED by the way! although it appeared very fake xD but anywayyyyyyyy aVATAR!! CAJNT WAIT FOR THAT! hahahahahhahha!

went for my primary reunion after that xD miss u guys weiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!
thanks jason and mom for their great hospitality
and yeah...thats a wrap for now..gtg soon d since college is freakin boring w/o hospitality ppl crowding the library T____T

looking right up

The raindrops fall incessantly
Each time I think the sky's letting up
There seems to be another cloud
Bringing the dark
Coming right at me...

02122009

MARIE JACQUELINE TAN IS FREAKING HAPPY !!!
2 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!

AWESOME CRIT

OMG MY CRIT COMPLIMENTED ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he (David Khoo) told Guan Xiong through facebook message saying

"I was at Taylors this morning for a crit session...some nice works....Marie Jacqueline Tan did extremely well & I'm extremely impressed with her attitude towards her architecture."

O M G !!

omg oMG OMG OMG HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED MY FULL NAME!!!!!!!!!


no way man!!!!!!!


NO......!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

im freaking happy wei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG FREAKINGLY FREAKIN HAPPY ! (cries!)

semester 4's AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 HAHAHA!

and it just ended! hahaha! yay!

27102009

i need a break TT

why studioooooooooooooo!!

this kept playing in my head

doushite matteru no?
oreta hane no you ni
zutto hiza wo kakaete
tsurai omoi nara naze...naze...

toki wa modora nai
hontou wa wakatteru
urei no kyandoru wa
mou kiete shimatta no
itami dake wo mitsume naide

Close your eyes
nemutte knoya wa soba ni iru
kitto yume no naka ni sagashite ita
hikari ga aru...for you

towa ni surechigau
omoide to ikite yuku no?
sou kiri no you na
hibi wo furikaeru yori
ima wa tsugi no doa
wo ake you

close your eyes
itsudemo
watashi ga soba ni iru
nagai nagai yoru
mo itsuka akeru dakara

say goodbye to yesterday
hajimari wo mitsuke you
kitto yume no hate ni
asa wo tsugeru hikari ga aru

subete wo terasu ooki na ai
moshi mie nai nara
kitto ima wa kiduite nai dake

close your eyes
itsudemo suteki na yume wo mite
nagai nagai yoru wa
yagate akeru dakara

say goodbye to yesterday
hajimari wo mitsuke you
kitto mezameru toki
mune no naka ni
michiru hikari...for you

Melody - Close Your Eyes

Lying broken on the floor
Waiting for her man to come back to her
She hums a melancholy tune
Just to pass the miserable time away, away

Though the candle has long before
Flickered off its last ray of light to her
She sees a vision of his face
Its haunting her, still unable to let him go
Shut the door, theres no need to look back

Close your eyes and sleep tonight
Let dreams escort you into the light
And find the love that you're looking for
You can do so much more
But u still choose to care for him

Reading back her diaries
She relieves a distant memory
Those times are nothing but a haze
But she cannot seem to face
What's then, is now gone

Shut the door, there's no need to look back
Close your eyes and sleep tonight
Let dreams escort you into the light
You'll find the love that you're looking for
You can do so much more, if you just

Say goodbye to ysterday
It's never too late to find a way
So take a look and you'll clearly see
You can do anything
But you still choose to care

There is always a silver lining to a cloud
You gotta realize it now
Cant u feel the endless love
Its shimmering all around you

Close your eyes and sleep tonight
Let dreams escort you into the light
You'll find the love that you're looking for
You can do so much more, if you just

Say goodbye

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hate the fact that you had to leave

POETIC-ness

my chekai 3DMAX model of a Japanese building aka the Futamatagawa House...

Finally I did something square-ey..!!! weeeeeeee! poetic right the lights! :)

Due to lack of elevations, I ended up designing the placement of everything! completed this in 5 days.! OMG thats like freaking long for this crap wei....!

i could've done better.........

with tadao ando's concrete

Blackwood flooring

light and shadow

dullness

black/white

poetic-ness

23092009

sis's hen's night!!!!!