thoughts

it's been a rough and tough week for me..trying so hard to generate ideas but nothing seemed to come out of my head. Daily routine - stares at my latest sketches, stares back at previous sketches, stares at the site plan, stares my laptop, bangs my head onto the table (kiddin only la..where got so violent -.-!)
not knowing what to do. Not that I'm blur or what, but..okok i memang..memang blur, but!! its SO HARD to cope sometimes! My brain juice keep evaporating!! LOL! I'm like a vampire d, staying up late just to think! THINK! lol! T_T

So many things, so little time, wish I could rewind time.
Schedule filled with so many things to do, so many events which I would regret if I missed even one, my driving class also haven't go (AHHHH!!), so many sketchings to do, until I barely switches on the TV! (er..my dad switches on -.-!! lol!!lame)!

okok..here's a thing that I have in common with my dad!

We are FORGETFUL people! HAHA
hi5 daddy!! (*piak piak piak piak piak (5times ma)xD*)

Me - I went to the library, stuffed my bag into the locker, and went in. When I came out, I COULDN'T FIND my locker you know!! I seriously forgot which number, which row, which column and the worst thing is, i don't even remember which side i left it in (left or right ONLY!) xD so malu wei..okay..i randomly selected a side, and started opening ALL LOCKERS. Searched high and low..until the end there man (although i got this feeling that I didnt went in that far..but..oh well, I searched all). OK one side done!
So i went to the other side, started searching, and YAY! I FOUND MY BAG
SWT LO ..

p/s: i spent exactly 26 MINUTES searching for my bag. stupid right? and i even asked my friends to help me search! haha! thanks jee yeong! xD

26 MINUTES! not seconds ok..!

Dad - Went 2 KL sentral to pick me up..parked his car, and went to Coffee Bean, after that we went down to get his car and HE COULDN'T FIND HIS CAR!! HAHAHAHAHA LAMEEEEEEE!
we went round the entire carpark but found nothing..

13 MINUTES LATER, my dad said : EH! WRONG FLOOR LA! hehe!

i was like....woi!!!! apa lah u!!

conclusion : like daughter like dad..(or is it the terbalik version? haha!) dont care la! weeee~

waiting for that moment

i wish to find a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when i hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or to stay awake just to watch me sleep...waiting for him to kiss my forehead, who wants to show me off to the world when i am in sweats, who holds my hand in front of his friends, who thinks i'm just as pretty without make up on, who constantly reminds me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me... the one who turns to his friends and say thats her...

February 25th 2009, 10.48pm

Oh love, love, my love,

There are just no words beautiful enough to describe how precious you are to me

And I will not go on as the pain still resides inside me

And its hard to move on, although its hard not to move on too

Smiling at the sparkles of your eyes

Yet having to fake a smile everytime I wake up

Losing you, losing myself

To my beloved Mimi~