Averse

there was a girl....

who walked down the lane....

of regrets, remorse and shame....

bending down in frown....

picking up a dried maple....

faded, unwanted....

all it want is to be wanted....

at least that was what she wanted....

all along....all alone....

but what does she know?

what does she want?

to grab hold of something that had long been gone?

like the wind....every stroke....she broke....

there is no second chance....

at least that was what it looked like....

no second chance....

as she walked down the aisle with lament....

hopeless....

Cloud?

From a summer's eve...

Clear had the day been from the dawn...

All apparent was the sky...

Thin clouds clouded it like mist...

Veiled heaven's most glorious eye...

The wind had no more strength than this...

That leisurely it blew...

To make one leaf and the next to kiss

That closely by it grew...

As I bring fresh showers for the thirsty flowers...

From the seas and the streams...

I bear light shade for the leaves when laid...

In their noonday dreams...

And as dreams to them seem vague...

Once again dissolved in rain...

And laughed as I pass in thunder.....

Uncertain.

Fear Not

There will always be someone

Armed with a light saber

To fight the beginnings of evil for you

As long as you believe in your intuition

You will overcome the forces of evil

am i?

tied down

a week ago, i shouted right at your face the same way you did to me

three days ago, i would die to get rid of you

two days ago, i locked myself up and hid under my pillow begging God to make you

disappear

what was i thinking? what exactly was in my mind?

often, i reflected moments we shared together but i couldn't get the ugly fact out of my head

thinking, why am i bound to be yours? why not someone else?

yesterday, i cried and cried at my past and things that i couldn't possibly have

and wth, a bond so strong that i didnt have a chance to encounter

and today, i came to a conclusion that i want you out of my life

ignoring, things that you could provide but you chose not to

and that i hated you but do i really hate you? or do i hate it that i still love you?

and hell yeah, life isn't fair as always and im sorry that i still love you

in sorrows, all of you is what i have and what i will never lose

and thus, love is indeed a powerful bond