2.24 am

Holidays are ovahhh !

Sometimes I look forward to starting college again but;

Sometimes I wonder too, not being able to cope;

Sometimes I feel left behind; time;

But most of the time I wasted time;

Sometimes I feel good about myself;

But most of the time I feel intimidated by others;

Sometimes I cry to express my sorrows;

Sometimes I smile to hide my feelings;

Sometimes I compliment others;

But most of the time I don't compliment myself;

Sometimes I just can't imagine myself actually doing this;

But most of the time I look back and laugh;

Sometimes I wonder why do I have so many friends who care;

But isn't it good? I love each one of them wholeheartedly;

Sometimes I feel I don't deserve the attention;

But most of the time, attention comes naturally;

Sometimes I just like being alone; in the cold;

But most of the time I hated the cold;

Sometimes I try to be like others;

But most of the time I fail;

This is because each one of us is made special in the eyes of God;

Most of the time, I did things my way;

and that mattered the most,

being myself and;

not afraid of anything that comes in between.