Friday, March 19, 2010

I'm ranting again...

...but it's nice. Odds are, no one will see this, no one reads my writings, but y'know what, whatever, i'm getting it out there and that's what should matter in the end. when you rant TO someone you risk getting interrupted and losing your flow and losing the rant itself. This way it's all me and all rant. The end comes when i run out of things to rant about or i feel like it. Smple as that. Screw grammar and spelling. I wonder, if its not for the language we have and we use in our daily lives, what would our thoughts be like? babies don't know a "language" or so we think and yet they can think right? but then again what is it to think? is it different for everyone? I know i hear a voice. but i don't really HEAR it y'know? it's just... there. It's mostly just the voice. A voice that isn't a voice, alluring me to bed everytime -.- Nonetheless, its nice to know that you're not forgotten in your sleep. In your dreams you dream of sorrows, fear and fright but when you wake up knowing that someone's waiting for you at the other side of the line, you'll somehow forget about the sorrows, fears and frights..that everything'll be okay when you wake up. that everything will be fine when you hear his voice. that everything'll be back to what it used to be. its just somehow right with my soul. Maybe that's what a non-voice is? The soul. I mean do we really know we think with our minds? Well maybe we do but that thought may be the soul speaking to us. That would be the defining feature of life i think, the soul. All living things must have one, it's what makes them alive y'know? plants, animals. If it's alive it must first have a soul. Then what happens when we die? To our soul? It's not really anything that we can define or see or touch or anything right so what happens to it? Maybe everything exists because of the soul? Life itself is part of a giant spirit let's call it. We die it joins back up to teh whole and then splits off again to form a new being. The universe is huge how do we know what else is out there? Maybe it's all connected, we're all connected, through the soul. Why so avatar? HAHA! It makes sense to me, screw loopholes and fallacies (whatever those are). We live in the 3rd dimesion they say, they say the 4th is time. maybe the soul is a 4th dimensional being trapped in a 3 dimensional form? the soul can be "reborn" as anything at any time. it helps explain deja vu as well kinda. or those dreams that never seem to make any sense. they're just teh memories of the soul. And in a sense our connection is even greater because we're all one but not. Since we don't know what happens to us when we die no one can really disprove this theory right?

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